Two..

Yes today on April 29th 2013 we complete two beautiful years together. The journey has been awesome and we thank God for all the happiness that he has bestowed upon us. God please continue to shower your blessings on us.

Dear Hubby,
This is the first time I am writing to you on my blog, not that I want to make it public about how I feel for you or express my love but just that I am lazy to go till gift shop and buy a card for you, plus it also saves money 😉 so thought to put it in blog and let it play the role of e-card 🙂

Have you noticed how well we are in sync with each other?
Last Friday I forgot to carry a spoon with me along with the lunch box ,so took one from office cafeteria .Somehow forgot to return it back and got it home with me and on the same day you forgot to bring back the spoon from the office that you had taken from home 😉 Perfect compatibility.

You are very caring (though sometime your over caring attitude gets on my nerves and I get bugged and then feel guilty which makes me think that I don’t deserve such caring sweet person).
In terms of having patience you are incomparable .Since last 4 months I have bothered you a million times over un-necessary thoughts and anxiety that I have. And you constantly try to pacify me. During the nights when sleep runs away from me and I am all surrounded by anxiety you words soothe me.I am so sorry to irritate you with all the useless fears that I have and you constantly try to get me rid off them. Please bear with me for some more time (couple of months), though trust me, I am trying my level best to leave all the negative thoughts that I have (lets hope today may be a turning point for us and I may be a changed person-a happy person)

I don’t know but for some strange reasons I am not able to continue writing, I am all choked up
Just wanna let you know that you are my pillar of strength .I am blessed to have you in my life as you not only play the role of a husband but somewhere I get a glimpse of a caring and doting father in you ..Love you dear.

May God give you happy, healthy and long life.

Wishing you a very happy 2nd wedding anniversary.

Marathon of weird dreams…

Last Friday night I had series of weird dreams. Let’s have a look at them:

1. A freedom fighter: We are a bunch of 8 freedom fighters hiding ourselves in an old fashioned train our plan is to blast a bomb in Britishers camp.
At one point the 4 boys get down the train and we kept hiding in the train. One of the guys tried to close the door but he is unable to do that and I risking my life manage to close it.
Suddenly this small compartment where we were hidden gets detached from the rest of train gets off the track and starts to move into the village where we were supposed to conduct our mission. We get scared and feel it is some game plan by the enemies too distract us 
We get into the village and there is a huge playground where kids are gathered and are chanting ‘Inqalab Zindabad’
The parents of those kids asked us if we don’t have kids then why we have come there? Only those people with kids are allowed to come.
They thought we have come to harm them and we are friends with Britishers.
We get scared and I turn my train (a small compartment) and hurriedly try to get back to the track.

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2.My mom and I have gone to meet a doctor and there the doctor I am running low on protein.I am shocked as in my dreams itself am thinking I daily eat a bowl of daal (pulses)then how protein is less .Trust me I got so scared in my dreams 

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3. I am in some hostel with group of 4-5 girls. We go to the hostel kitchen and finish all the food that was prepared for dinner. The cook is then scolding us 

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Though the third dream looks funny but it was not. I remember getting scared/tensed while getting this dream. May be I am not able to re-collect this dream properly but it was scary like the above 2 dreams.