These days mornings have become too hot,indication of summer slowly setting in and I am not liking it a bit. Though I am a summer born but I enjoy winters and HATE summers. Its sweaty ,dehydrating ,dry and searching for Auto/bus in such climate is a pain. I get cranky for no reason,look dull and am always in irritating mood.
I am going through a phase where everything is going wrong or better to say nothing is going as expected. Ofcourse am not in good mood and simply ranting here to bring out my frustration,kindly bear with me.
On professional front things are really not going as expected. If we plot a graph the ‘actual curve’ would be no where in proximity of the ‘expected curve’.Worst part is,this issue is continuing from last year and I have reached the saturation point. I really got pissed off when I so close of getting the issue sorted out but still nothing is yet finalized and I feel it has already slipped out of hand 😦 (I so hope this feeling might prove to be wrong and I may get to hear something positive)
Both hubby and I had planned to visit our respective hometowns in March. But it seems he will not be able to make it. When I informed this to my parents they asked me too not to come as he (hubby)will be alone.
Can you believe they are the same parents who would miss me so badly and would ask me to come down in every 3 months. If at all I was not able to go they would land up in Banaglore. And now they say don’t come your husband will be alone. Needless to say I was angry with them. I know I sound childish but my current state of mind is such that anything that goes against my will is making me upset. And for some reason everything is going against me 😦
Also my manager has not yet approved the leaves. I have to now convince two people (i)my manager to approve leaves (ii)my parents to let me come home.
Since yesterday I am into documenting some boring project related stuff ..This is something that I hate to do. Also there seems to be some problem with the AC and this heat has increased my level of irritation by manifolds.
Documentation work+Heat(no AC)=Cranky Garima
To add on to this my mobile is running out off charge. And out of all 365 days I chose to leave my charger at home ‘today’.
My cell phone is my lifeline ,not that anyone calls me or misses me (yeah thats a sad part) but still I want my phone with me ALL the time. Peple around me have Nokia chargers but no one has samsung. The simple reason people, unlike me are not dumb to buy a Samsung smart phone and use it like a normal phone. They buy a normal phone and use it normally!
And just a couple of minutes back out of the blue my friend called me and I told her to disconnect the call as my cell is not charged :-(WTH out of all the days why has she to call me today only? But then she at least called me ,God bless this girl.
Today morning I got up to make cauliflower ka sabzi (or in Tammu’s words gobhiflower) only to see green colored thing moving in and around of it. What a way to start a day ,dumped it in dustbin and stood helplessly not knowing what to cook next. I actually plan my cooking menu for lunch/dinner a day in advance. So this sudden change made me irritated. But humble potato and tomato (as described by RM in her stories) along with green peas came to my rescue 🙂
Now just as I typing this I receive a mail from my manager thanking me for the document .Manager thanking ME,something is not right. I read the mail further with fingers crossed and then saw “could you please convert this document from ..doc form to spread sheet for better readability and maintainability”.
I hate rework 😦
But remember beggars are not choosers and since I have no other option let me import everything from .doc to . Xls
Wishing you all a happy summer have loads of cold drinks ,milkshakes ,ice creams and have a blast!